Flash Fiction, Random Rants, tutto e niente

Rejection

Where the hell was that girl with his whiskey? It was cold in the courtyard. And drafty. But they wouldn’t let him smoke inside. And he really needed one. It was his first in six months so he probably didn’t need it so much as he wanted it. But right now he wasn’t in the mood to dissect the difference. He was too busy trying to pretend he didn’t really care. But his attempts at pretending collapsed almost immediately. He couldn’t lie to himself. He had wanted it. Bad.

As he thought about their rejection, he second-guessed every decision he had made. Where had he gone wrong? All he ever really wanted was to belong. Maybe that was it. Maybe they could smell the overwhelming need seeping out of his pores like a rancid perfume. The kind that claims to be glamorous but really is just cheap. Well screw them. He didn’t need to belong to their stupid group. Probably just a bunch of blowhards and know-it-alls. He took a long drag off his Camel and let his mind drift. He could see the headline now: “Unknown Author Defies Odds with Million Dollar Book Advance.”

But even as that thought formed, a single tear dropped. Stupid writing workshop.

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I dedicate this to all my past rejections. Without them, I would not/could not be ME!

And thanks to all y’all (below) for your inspiration in word and picture!

Haunted Wordsmith

FOWC from Fandango (belong)

Weekly Prompts (glamorous)

The House of Bailey (need)

 

Haiku & Other Poetry, tutto e niente

An “Old-Fashioned” Wedding or Becoming Mrs. Right

truthfully she pledged

to “love honor and obey”

then parody died

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Thanks to FOWC and Ronovan Writes for the prompts.

And for the record, this is not a reflection on my marriage, which is alive and happy,  maybe because we never promised to “obey.”  😉

 

 

Flash Fiction, tutto e niente

The Year I Was Five

The year I was five my grandfather left the house every day before dawn. My mom would pack his green cooler with food. He’d put on his boots, grab his yellow bag of tools, and then head out the door with his guide dog Bud and a cheery “Going to guard the castle.”

Every day I’d beg to come along. And every day he’d tell me “maybe when you’re older.”

Then one day, Bud came home but my grandfather didn’t. So I followed Bud back to the castle.

It was just as I always imagined. Except for the flashing lights.

ambulance-generic

COVER PHOTO PROMPT © J.S. Brand

And thanks to Friday Fictioners

and to Sammi Scribbles (Castle in exactly 100 words) and FOWC (Guide)

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Random Rants, tutto e niente

To Do Lists

Yesterday’s To Do List

  • disrupt the status quo
  • smash the patriarchy
  • be an ally
  • shatter the glass ceiling
  • practice intersectional feminism
  • crack open the captivating confines of my privilege
  • be civil

Today’s To Do List

  • disrupt the status quo
  • smash the patriarchy
  • be an ally
  • shatter the glass ceiling
  • practice intersectional feminism
  • crack open the captivating confines of my privilege
  • be civil fuck that
    • be mean to random idiots on twitter until I feel better

Tomorrow’s To Do List

  • disrupt the status quo
  • smash the patriarchy
  • be an ally
  • shatter the glass ceiling
  • practice intersectional feminism
  • crack open the captivating confines of my privilege
  • be civil fuck that
    • be mean to random idiots on twitter until I feel better
  • don’t equate being civil with staying silent: STAY ENGAGED AND DO NOT LOSE HOPE!
egg power fear hammer
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Trying to get my mojo back today and the confluence of prompts from SoCS (mean) and Putting my Feet in the Dirt (captivating confines) and FOWC (disrupt) helped do the trick! Thanks y’all.